I need your all each and every day, if I can't then I'll fade
And I don't mean to rush, but I easily fall in love
Uh, in my head I know that that ain't right
But I believe in first sight
Let's jump on a plane, see the world together
Give you my last name, be my girl forever
Heart been broke so many times I don't know what to believe
Mama say it's my fault, it's my fault, I wear my heart on my sleeve
Think it's best I put my heart on ice, heart on ice 'cause I can't breathe
I'ma put my heart on ice, heart on ice, it's gettin' the best of me
They see the Instagram, the comments, and all the likes
But they don't see the make-up, and the breakups, and the fights
No one could understand, I had way too much aggression
That built over the years from my abandoned adolescence
See I done been lied to, backstabbed, and heartbroken
I wanted to cry but I was too afraid to open
Devil in a dress, angel in some Nike Airs
I could've sworn I went to sleep and she was right here
Don't know if I seen her in my dreams or my nightmares
I been feelin' pain for so long
I done became numb
I don't make it no better, I give my heart to whoever
They take it and they run
And I don't want no more love, I feel it's poison
Late at night I can't sleep 'cause I hear voices
Tellin' me I'm too deep, quit tryna force it
Got too much stuck on my chest, can't get it off of me
I put my demons to rest but they been stalking me
Lord knows I tried my best, I gave it all of me
Okay, I finally get the meaning of fighting demons
Late at night, I ain't sleeping, I'm up thinking
