There's a difference between feeling good and feeling alive. The two aren't always the same.
We can't count on the past. We think we have it trapped in our memories, but memories fade and they're wrong. Any of us could die at any moment, or we could forget our entire lives, which is kind of like dying.
You don't have to lose yourself to find happiness, you know.
Spuk in Bly Manor - Staffel 1 Episode 5