I don't wanna be your friend, I wanna kiss your lips
I wanna kiss you until I lose my breath
I know what I like
No, this is not a phase
Or a coming of age
This will never change
I reach for me but I'm not there
It's so lonely but who cares
It's fine, it's okay
I'll die anyway
I hate the way my brain is wired
Can't trust my mind, it's such a liar
Pretty face with pretty bad dreams
No one knows I cry in my sleep
Waking up feeling like shit
It's a normal thing to feel like this
I can't be your midnight love
When your silver is my gold
I can't be your second best
Close but not your favorite
I keep going back for more
Where there's nothing from before
I can't stop staring at my face
My summer tan has begun to fade
Is this real or is this fake?
A creepy dream I can't escape
You put your hands under my shirt
Undid my bra and said these words
"Darling, you're so pretty, it hurts"
